All Day I Dream About Sex

[20th April 2014] God, it’s insane how much I want him! I can’t be sure of how many times I’ve fingered myself this weekend— at least once a day— but it’s a lot! I kept imagining different scenarios of him being back early from his break. Ove knocking on my door raw lust in his…

Stupid Hoe

[14th April 2014] There’s a switch inside me that flipped since Saturday. It feels a little strange to be around Ove: like a “I know, you know” sort of situation. Yet I won’t be the one to start an embarrassing conversation about my feelings to clear the air between us. I don’t know about him,…

Into You

[12th April 2014] The play is good, I guess. It is a modernized version, with vampires and tons of sexually explicit scenes, which is not at all what I am expecting. I’ve only ever read the play, and it’s one of my favorites of Shakespeare’s plays, along with “The Tempest”. I like them because they’re…

Dark Horse

[10th April 2014] Guess what Ove came here to do? Ask me if I wanted to go watch “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” with him! Sounds too good to be true, right? You’d be right, because there are some twists to this whole deal. He comes into the common room asking if I have any interest…

Baby Got Back

[10th April 2014] In recent times my life has been inundated with Ove’s weirdly suggestive behavior. Like today, I’m doing what I usually do: studying in the common room. I’m alone and preparing for a seminar when I drop my pen on the floor ant it rolls off under the sofa. Usually when people are…

Hot Stuff

[7th April 2014] This is my first time seeing a real life guy with a six pack! I’m knocking on Ove’s door because the food is ready and Vrej is starting to get annoyed that he’s late. So I knock, and then wait for a good long while for him to answer. I’m about to…

We Are Family

[2nd February 2014] I love living in my student residence! We hang out, we cook and eat together and we’re tolerant of each other’s faults so that any conflicts get sorted in an informal friendly manner. And it’s been great living here, especially during Christmas season since we went all in with Christmas spirit! We…

Good Times

[11th November 2014] Ove makes a lot of traditional Swedish food, and back then I always used to ask what he was making and he used to let me taste it in return for a portion of my food when I made dinner. Like I’ve mentioned before, I’m mostly a sandwich eater so feeling indebted…

Din Idiot – You Idiot

[6th April 2014] Holy fuck! After a few weekends in a row of partying the girls and I decided to hang out at home and chill with some board games, food and wine. We invited Heidi* and Alison* over, and were thinking of making it a girls’ night in, but somehow we had trouble eliminating…

Food, Glorious Food!

[3rd September 2013] I don’t know if it is because Ove and I moved in on the same day, but for some reason we just clicked as hall buddies. I have very few possessions, just my enormous Samsonite, backpacking rucksack and a few boxes, so I just rented a car for a couple of hours…

No, No, No

[3rd April 2014] Ove’s “whatever he is doing” continues. Only now he doesn’t seem to care whether it’s in front of people. I’m confused… I wonder what his end game is? Nemi and I went out shopping this afternoon, she wanted to get a new top for a party we’re going to tomorrow and I’m…

I Think I’m Paranoid

[2nd April 2014] It’s fair to say that Ove has been on my mind since the party last weekend. It is all very strange. It’s weird to be secretly thinking about Ove touching me when I should be putting more effort into wanting to have sex with X. But it’s just not working…I just can’t…